Feeling used
覺得被你利用了
But I’m Still missing you
但我仍深陷於對你的思念
And I can’t See the end of this
不知道何時才能走出這個泥淖
Just wanna feel your kiss Against my lips
只想感受到你的吻
And now all this time Is passing by
時光流逝
But I still can’t seem to tell you why
但我仍無法理清思緒告訴你
It hurts me every time I see you
為何毎次看到你我都覺得難受
Realize how much I need you
我到現在才明白我有多需要你
I hate you I love you
我恨你卻又愛著你
I hate that I love you
我討厭我如此愛你
Don’t want to, but I can’t put
縱使我不想要
Nobody else above you
但你仍是我心中的第一位
I hate you I love you
我對你愛恨交織
I hate that I want you
我恨我自己渴望擁有你
You want her, you need her
你愛她 你需要她
And I’ll never be her
而我永遠不會是她
I miss you when I can’t sleep
對你的思念總在輾轉反側時襲捲而來
Or right after coffee
或喝完咖啡後
Or right when I can’t eat
或食不下嚥時
I miss you in my front seat
我想念那個坐在我前座的你
Still got sand in my sweaters
那晚我們去沙灘時我穿的毛衣
From nights we don’t remember
上面的沙都還留著
Do you miss me like I miss you?
你有像我想你一樣想念我嗎？
Fucked around and got attached to you
我虛度光陰只在想你
Friends can break your heart too, and
朋友也是能讓你心痛的
I’m always tired but never of you
雖然我一直都很累 卻從未對你感到厭煩
If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn’t like that shit
如果我想你對我一樣對待你 你絕對會恨我的
I put this reel out, but you wouldn’t bite that shit
我對你丟直球 但你是絕不會接的
I type a text but then I nevermind that shit
我傳訊息給你 但不介意你到底回了我什麼
I got these feelings but you never mind that shit
我的心情起起伏伏 但你從不在乎
Oh oh, keep it on the low
噢 噢 別告訴任何人
You’re still in love with me but your friends don’t know
無人知曉你依然愛我
If u wanted me you would just say so
如果你要我你會直說
And if I were you, I would never let me go
但如果我是你 我絕不會讓我走
I hate you I love you
我恨你卻又愛著你
I hate that I love you
我討厭我如此愛你
Don’t want to, but I can’t put
縱使我不想要
Nobody else above you
但你仍是我心中的第一位
I hate you I love you
我對你愛恨交織
I hate that I want you
我恨我自己渴望擁有你
You want her, you need her
你愛她 你需要她
And I’ll never be her
而我永遠不會是她
I don’t mean no harm
我沒有要傷害你的意思
I just miss you on my arm
我只是想念妳依偎在我臂彎時
Wedding bells were just alarms
婚禮鐘聲只是警報在響
Caution tape around my heart
警示纏繞著我的心
You ever wonder what we could have been?
你是否曾想像我們走到最後會是怎麼樣?
You said you wouldn’t and you fucking did
你說你不會離開我但你還是走了
Lie to me, lie with me, get your fucking fix
你總是用甜言蜜語洗腦我出賣自己
Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all fucking mixed
現在我的感受和我的飲料一樣苦澀了
Always missing people that I shouldn’t be missing
總是想著那個我不該想的人
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance
有時候必須忍痛傷害自己才能讓自己停止靠近
I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop reminiscing
我知道當個冰冷的機器就能停止回憶
But I learned from my dad that it’s good to have feelings
但我爸說過有感受是一件好的事情
When love and trust are gone
當愛與信任不再留下
I guess this is moving on
我猜這就是成長
Everyone I do right does me wrong
我愛的每個人都傷害我
So every lonely night, I sing this song
所以在每個孤獨的夜晚 我就唱這首歌
I hate you I love you
我恨你卻又愛著你
I hate that I love you
我討厭我如此愛你
Don’t want to, but I can’t put
縱使我不想要
Nobody else above you
但你仍是我心中的第一位
I hate you I love you
我對你愛恨交織
I hate that I want you
我恨我自己渴望擁有你
You want her, you need her
你愛她 你需要她
And I’ll never be her
而我永遠不會是她
All alone I watch you watch her
獨自一人望著你看著她的情景
Like she’s the only girl you’ve ever seen
像她是你唯一見過的女孩
You don’t care you never did
你從不在乎他人眼光
You don’t give a damn about me
你也從來都不在乎我
Yeah all alone I watch you watch her
獨自一人望著你看著她的情景
She’s the only thing you’ve ever seen
你的眼中只有她
How is it you never notice
你從來沒有發現
That you are slowly killing me
這情景使我的血液慢慢結冰
I hate you I love you
我恨你卻又愛著你
I hate that I love you
我討厭我如此愛你
Don’t want to, but I can’t put
縱使我不想要
Nobody else above you
但你仍是我心中的第一位
I hate you I love you
我對你愛恨交織
I hate that I want you
我恨我自己渴望擁有你
You want her, you need her
你愛她 你需要她
And I’ll never be her
而我永遠不會是她
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